BLAH!
lets see..im getting torn everywhich way. according to Autumn, her cousin Rakel told her that my cousin Brit thinks we are lesbians. Well fuck her! If loving your best friend like a sister makes you a lesbian, then sure call me one. but she only said that because we are always togeather. well so what? just because she likes to hang out with every single one of her friends doesnt mean i have to. shit.
then theres the hole thing about the kid i like. i dont even know why. when im around him i just want to be with him but when i leave or he leaves i think about him, and i realize that i dont really like him.
but then when i do that i realize that i doo. what the fuck. why does everything have to always be like this! UGHH! i just want to shoot myself in the head.
so today was easter and i had to get togeather with my family, like always. there was these two really old people, one who wasnt "all there" and the other who was just old. and this older guy bob sat across from me. holy shit, he was so fucking funny!
At one point i was crying. we were at my uncles house, and they have a little northeastern terrior, while bob and his wife had a hot dog type of dog. well the hot dog, Gary, wasnt fixed, and kept going after my uncles dog, bob picked him up. after a few minutes gary was trying to jump off and bob went to put him down, but the dog fell and landed and made a really loud noise. bob turned away and started laughing and my mom looks at him and goes, "what?" he goes, "I kind of spiked Gary...TWO POINTS!" (puts arms up as to signal a touchdown) i swear that was the funniest.
later,
Deanna
then theres the hole thing about the kid i like. i dont even know why. when im around him i just want to be with him but when i leave or he leaves i think about him, and i realize that i dont really like him.
but then when i do that i realize that i doo. what the fuck. why does everything have to always be like this! UGHH! i just want to shoot myself in the head.
so today was easter and i had to get togeather with my family, like always. there was these two really old people, one who wasnt "all there" and the other who was just old. and this older guy bob sat across from me. holy shit, he was so fucking funny!
At one point i was crying. we were at my uncles house, and they have a little northeastern terrior, while bob and his wife had a hot dog type of dog. well the hot dog, Gary, wasnt fixed, and kept going after my uncles dog, bob picked him up. after a few minutes gary was trying to jump off and bob went to put him down, but the dog fell and landed and made a really loud noise. bob turned away and started laughing and my mom looks at him and goes, "what?" he goes, "I kind of spiked Gary...TWO POINTS!" (puts arms up as to signal a touchdown) i swear that was the funniest.
later,
Deanna