..my johnathon...
i already missed him so much.
this is the only picture i have of him..which is really sad.
i didn't want him to go the marines in the first place.
i hope he's in heaven.
i hope he got my letter.
i just wanted to see him one more time..at least on more phone call. i love him so much. and only GOD knows how PROUD i am of him. he's such an amazing guy. just once...i want to hear his voice one more time.
why did He want him now??? couldn't he just wait.
someone call me and help me cause i dont know what i'm going to do..
i couldnt sleep last night and didn't know why..but now i do..
stevo was making me laugh earlier. i wanted jay to meet stevo. they wouldve liked eachother...i was waiting for him to come home!
i wanted him to come home
..my birthday is tomorrow..
this is all so unreal
the tears are for you, ok?