im in love with a ninja

[bleedingdisease]

i made believe that all my mangled black glass shards were leaking subhuman biological waste
that i was indeed untouchable
i built a wall around my soul
a wall of tarnished steel and bleeding thorns
then he found me
my ninja found me
he took this hollow shell of a woman with empty eyes
and made her utter i am pretty
with my head held high
oh lord help me for i am in love with a ninja
so deep in love im drowning in it
i cant tell up from down, left from right
i am so beligerently in love with this ninja
i am no longer the girl i used to be
the girl who mocked true love and soul mates cuz it hadnt happened to me
now every love song makes my heart swell
every romantic movie makes me want to cry
with joy