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my old life is a distant whisper while my new life is a constant screaming in my slightly sensitive ears but yet i still find hope, maybe because i'm meagerly in love and pray one day he realizes he feels the same way but the outlook is looking bleak. i manage a smile though i am shattering all along my cracks and edges screaming silently at myself to wake up and move on, but i cant. this is supposed to be my second chance at life but i find myself going through the same motions as before, and those very motions royally screwed my life up. but i cant just drop this notion of finally being complete and happy in love...i am hopeless