dead to me

[bleedingdisease]

I can feel the hatred sweating from your skin
sick aberrations your head plays in
I am the fist clenching your heart to burst
you are dead to me
I can taste the venom
spewing from your tongue
the more you talk the more it fumes
you are dead to me
I absorb your animosity
leaking from you onto me
I deteriorate myself all away
I don't recognize myself anymore today
you've stolen my life anyway
you are dead to me
I am your pretty scape goat when you get mad
your punching bag when I was never bad
I am the biggest support you ever had
you are dead to me
I am your dirty little whore
I give you my all but you still want more
I wish i was strong enough to push you out the door
you are dead to me
I choke as your insecurities strangle my every breath
each delusion you weave heaving me one step closer to death
you are dead to me
I am the air bubble in your syringe
pop goes your heart
I hope it hurts as much as I do
you are dead to me
I drown self harming deep in your pill induced denial
allowing myself to be a submissive to your every word it's final
I am the shot of thorozine during your bad acid trip in life
I bring down the reality crashing on your head
you are dead to me
I can savor your bitter jealousy
I may be damaged but at least I'm free
Karma has left you pathetic and green with envy
you are dead to me
I can taste the poison rotting from your mind
the way your fragile mind bleeds from this scythe
I am the hatred penetrating your life
you are dead to me
I axphixiate in the filth and mental pollution that you bring
Every waking moment it's the same damn thing
You are a waste of space a worthless human being
you are dead to me
I grip onto that little glimmer of hope
but you're a little boy and with reality you can't cope
I'm finally standing up tired of being sold out for a little dope
you are fucking dead to me.