Nov 07, 2004 23:19
Hello all. UPDATE TIME!!
Yes I am actually updating tonight. So where should I start? Well things are good...aside from my typing. I think I tried to type the word "things" about 9 times before I got it right. I think it's cause my keyboard is off center or something. Anyways what else is there to say? Grades are good. I'm at a 3.6 I think....I hope. I don't want it to slip below a 3.5 and of course my goal is a 4.0 but we'll see. I owe a lot of that to Kat because everyday or nearly everyday after school she comes to the library with me and makes me do my homework which has really benefitted me. Speaking of her I must say I love her more than anyone in the world!!! She means SO much to me. She makes me so happy. I must say I am really happy with my life right now! School, social and every other kind of life is good right now. The only bad thing that has happened was Thursday morning I awoke to find out my great Aunt Louise passed away who'm had a special place in my heart. She was the most amazing person. she was so sweet and kind and loving to everyone. her funeral is tomorrow and I'm not invited which is understandable because its in like some god awful city but I still wish I could pay my respects. I love you Aunty! I really hope that shes the last person that I lose for a good long time because I'm sick of loved ones leaving. *sigh* My mom is being hella gay about me getting a car. She had promised me that her CRV was mine when I turn 18 so I'd have it for college but she just retracted that statement and now it's hers forever. GAY! That means I have to buy my own car, pay insurance, gas, repairs etc etc....:( lame ass. All my friends have there own sweet ass cars that there mommys and daddies buy and I don't have shit. FUCKIN SWEET! The only other gay thing thats going on is me going to the military. With this whole war situation and Bush in office I'm worried about whats gunna happen. Now personally I would proudly die under the banner of which I love so dearly but its the damage it does to the people I love. I don't want my mom to have to recieve a message from some cuntsucker that her oldest son perished among the hundreds under our flag. Plus my girlfriend and friends would all be shattered and hurt so bad if I were to die in war. It's becoming a serious issue inside of me. Other than that I'm very happy with my life. Most serious problems are external ones. Like the shit in the middle east. I'm really concerned with what will happen. It's being announced that 10,000 of our boys are going in on a massive invasion/attack on Fallujah to eliminate the enormous terrorist occults within the city. We're gunna lose a lot of men and I hate to see such young blood wasted over a man's vindication. Also Yasser Arafat's life is diminishing by the second and after he dies I believe the world will shortly thereafter go straight to hell. He has no person set to pick up where he leaves off and under Islamic law women have no place in government so his wife is void so unfortunately so hot headed Palestinian extermeist is going to take power and thats when the shit will hit the fan. Isreal already promised complete war is there is a major attack on there soil and I dont doubt them in the least. If they are attacked they will declare complete war and guess what? America is Isreal's biggest ally and we have help them which means England, France, Germany and other have to join. Then Palestine would get all the other countries who HATE Isreal to join alliance and bada bing bada boom we have World War III ladies and gentlemen. Just pray things don't go to shit within the next year. Well it's late and I should prolly do some math since I suddenly got an urge to do so and Kat's hot so yeah.
I love you all especialy my baby and have a great night.
Word of the day: pocketful - n. as much as a pocket will hold