i will never be the fucking same.
lastnight, at roughly 2am i heard 4 loud gunshots outside my bedroom window.
following it i heard a car quickly accelerate loudly.
brendan and i ran to my balcony that overlooks a park directly below.
when i got there i saw a lifeless body, laying face down. He was black and probably only in his mid-twenties.
..blood pouring out from around him. and only building security guards running over to him.
cops and ambulances came and ripped his clothes off and tried desperately to revive him with CPR. but there was absolutely no movement from him.
i cried in disbelief. i cant believe i just watched this man die.
And so fucking brutally... a drive by shooting, but some fucking pussy thugs probably.
i couldnt look away for over an hour. as his friends/some family that just happened to be around screamed his name, crying, falling to the ground in despair. ive never felt so fucking sorry for someone. also i waited til the homocide detectives arrived and closed off the area to investigate.
i cried and cried and cried... and i still fucking wish i would of went out just 10 seconds earlier than i did. so i could just SEE the car that did it. have something to contribute to this horrible murder.bring peace to SOMEONE who loved him.
now there is a bunch of flowers in place of wear he laid lastnight.. and candles surrounding it.
I know for a fact now, that he died.
i never thought in my life i would see someone die in the streets, with hardly anyone else around to witness it. completely brutal and REAL.. no makeup to cover the situation like at funerals how everyone looks so peaceful. it was the complete opposite of that. it was horrible.
i dont know how anyone could murder someone..and i cant believe i had to witness this one.
and ill remember it for the rest of my life.
RIP "Juice"
following it i heard a car quickly accelerate loudly.
brendan and i ran to my balcony that overlooks a park directly below.
when i got there i saw a lifeless body, laying face down. He was black and probably only in his mid-twenties.
..blood pouring out from around him. and only building security guards running over to him.
cops and ambulances came and ripped his clothes off and tried desperately to revive him with CPR. but there was absolutely no movement from him.
i cried in disbelief. i cant believe i just watched this man die.
And so fucking brutally... a drive by shooting, but some fucking pussy thugs probably.
i couldnt look away for over an hour. as his friends/some family that just happened to be around screamed his name, crying, falling to the ground in despair. ive never felt so fucking sorry for someone. also i waited til the homocide detectives arrived and closed off the area to investigate.
i cried and cried and cried... and i still fucking wish i would of went out just 10 seconds earlier than i did. so i could just SEE the car that did it. have something to contribute to this horrible murder.bring peace to SOMEONE who loved him.
now there is a bunch of flowers in place of wear he laid lastnight.. and candles surrounding it.
I know for a fact now, that he died.
i never thought in my life i would see someone die in the streets, with hardly anyone else around to witness it. completely brutal and REAL.. no makeup to cover the situation like at funerals how everyone looks so peaceful. it was the complete opposite of that. it was horrible.
i dont know how anyone could murder someone..and i cant believe i had to witness this one.
and ill remember it for the rest of my life.
RIP "Juice"