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Summer is coming
And I hope I feel better by the time it does
Then I could leave my room my cocoon
Find the door and walk out to the sun
Feel like I’ve moved on
Lessons learnt my mind is feeling calm and so reassured
Yeah things are on the up
I’m on top of the situation i’ve endured
Took my time to come around
From the day that I was shot down
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, cos I was somebody new
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, know what to do
A Silhouette in the shadows
I drank too much and darkness settled in and drew in me
And oh my bleeding heart did start to repair
And I could clearly see
Open the windows
Serotonin and the vitamins C D and E
Oh let it all sink in to your skin close your eyes
And you can feel the release
Took my time to come around
From the day that I was shot down
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, cos I was somebody new
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, know what to do
Summer is coming
And I hope I feel better by the time it does
Then I could leave my room
and walk out to the sun
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, cos I was somebody new
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, know what to do
Tried so many ways to come through for you
Tried to get it right and really improve
And yeah I really wanted to
Took my time to come around
Breathing in and breathing out
Won’t you see what I can do
When I leave my room
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Aside from not knowing no logical reason as to why i posted such lyrics, i should only say I LOVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE U, U R MY BESSSSSSTEST FRIEND EVEN THOUGH UVE SHOWN ME ATTENTION FOR THE GRAND TOTAL OF ERM I DUNNNNNNO REALLY.. Lets forget thooooooose who have made a fundamental difference or indeed those who ever gave a complete shit durin the 'proper' hard times. And now when the odds are stacked against....wow reality then becomes obvious :o) How darrrrre anybody not love me or show me attention cuz im am the loveliest and really people should love me and wotever stuff that is associated with the stuff from those who give/gave a stuff.. Yay, u see as much as i gave/give a shit i only hope that the chickens have come to roost and u essentially will nevvvvver ever mistrust the opinion of others over self vanity and preservation.. Uve learned the valuable lesson that is 'TRUST' and 'FRIENDSHIP' and i can only hope that u take this on board in ur future life.. When things were glowing lovely u could not give a shit, bother to contact, not care because i mean why should u? Wot other uses do people serve other than the shoulder to cry on? I picked this up eventually despite loving u to bits (as a friend). One day u will stop and look at urself from a distance and wonder "wot the fuck am i doing with my life?". I know at heart is a diamond person and someone who deserves all the love in the world but i cant help think there is an iota of selfishness... U have temporary solice but u get the pattern, it is that for a while and then it disappears, u get the deal ;) Until u sit back and realise that u seriously fucking up with people/fucking with people will those people who mattered begin to give a shit and begin to embrace u like they intitially did. In a sense u fit the persona of 'Sam' from Eastenders.. At heart is someone who is loving and deserves to be loved but really needs to get past the dumbness to realise that in essence the future is not missing but merely staring u at the face....... Please please come out of this daze and take stock and organise urself because ur losing everything around you and u need to get it back and i mean FAST.... U have to fight for what u want/need... Show some strength of character for fuck sakes instead of frequential weakness........
My love for u as a friend is still there but its fading and i assume that is the case of others...... Time to be an adult and fuckin deal with ur shortcomings.. And to the significant others, indirectly i understand, in reflection i really do.. It took me to be really drunk and vulnerable to realise it!!!
Love
Disco Sally and the woo woos troupe..
xxx
And I hope I feel better by the time it does
Then I could leave my room my cocoon
Find the door and walk out to the sun
Feel like I’ve moved on
Lessons learnt my mind is feeling calm and so reassured
Yeah things are on the up
I’m on top of the situation i’ve endured
Took my time to come around
From the day that I was shot down
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, cos I was somebody new
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, know what to do
A Silhouette in the shadows
I drank too much and darkness settled in and drew in me
And oh my bleeding heart did start to repair
And I could clearly see
Open the windows
Serotonin and the vitamins C D and E
Oh let it all sink in to your skin close your eyes
And you can feel the release
Took my time to come around
From the day that I was shot down
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, cos I was somebody new
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, know what to do
Summer is coming
And I hope I feel better by the time it does
Then I could leave my room
and walk out to the sun
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, cos I was somebody new
Oh now I know that
I confused myself with somebody else
I didn’t know what to do, know what to do
Tried so many ways to come through for you
Tried to get it right and really improve
And yeah I really wanted to
Took my time to come around
Breathing in and breathing out
Won’t you see what I can do
When I leave my room
----------------------------------------------------------
Aside from not knowing no logical reason as to why i posted such lyrics, i should only say I LOVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE U, U R MY BESSSSSSTEST FRIEND EVEN THOUGH UVE SHOWN ME ATTENTION FOR THE GRAND TOTAL OF ERM I DUNNNNNNO REALLY.. Lets forget thooooooose who have made a fundamental difference or indeed those who ever gave a complete shit durin the 'proper' hard times. And now when the odds are stacked against....wow reality then becomes obvious :o) How darrrrre anybody not love me or show me attention cuz im am the loveliest and really people should love me and wotever stuff that is associated with the stuff from those who give/gave a stuff.. Yay, u see as much as i gave/give a shit i only hope that the chickens have come to roost and u essentially will nevvvvver ever mistrust the opinion of others over self vanity and preservation.. Uve learned the valuable lesson that is 'TRUST' and 'FRIENDSHIP' and i can only hope that u take this on board in ur future life.. When things were glowing lovely u could not give a shit, bother to contact, not care because i mean why should u? Wot other uses do people serve other than the shoulder to cry on? I picked this up eventually despite loving u to bits (as a friend). One day u will stop and look at urself from a distance and wonder "wot the fuck am i doing with my life?". I know at heart is a diamond person and someone who deserves all the love in the world but i cant help think there is an iota of selfishness... U have temporary solice but u get the pattern, it is that for a while and then it disappears, u get the deal ;) Until u sit back and realise that u seriously fucking up with people/fucking with people will those people who mattered begin to give a shit and begin to embrace u like they intitially did. In a sense u fit the persona of 'Sam' from Eastenders.. At heart is someone who is loving and deserves to be loved but really needs to get past the dumbness to realise that in essence the future is not missing but merely staring u at the face....... Please please come out of this daze and take stock and organise urself because ur losing everything around you and u need to get it back and i mean FAST.... U have to fight for what u want/need... Show some strength of character for fuck sakes instead of frequential weakness........
My love for u as a friend is still there but its fading and i assume that is the case of others...... Time to be an adult and fuckin deal with ur shortcomings.. And to the significant others, indirectly i understand, in reflection i really do.. It took me to be really drunk and vulnerable to realise it!!!
Love
Disco Sally and the woo woos troupe..
xxx