....happy....
So. let me tell you about the things that are going on in my life. First thigns first. Rowan and I are in Saskatoon. Rowan is doing STUPIDLY well and is adored by everything. Of course he is. He's got the BIGGEST blue eyes that anyone has ever seen. REAL heart breaker. Walking more and more and more every day. Picking up speed and things like that. Let me tell you. He is the most amazing kid. And SMART. He watches you and then bamn. He knows how things are done. A pain in the ass if you ask me, but then again that's what learning is all about.
Blah blah blah. I really wanted to write in here about Brent.
So Rowan and I went to Terrace to visit with Ashlee and Sam and Julian (Ashlee's best friends and roommates). . Blah blah blah. Brent was in the Yukon on a whim. Bought a dirtbike and stayed there 4 days longer then what he wanted too. The first time I saw Brent he was half cut. Meaning he was SUPER buzzed. We went for a walk down to the river..Rowan was sleeping and being watched by Julian and Sam. Brent had tried to start a fire. I got it going. he broght a blanket so we could lay down and watch the stars.
Did some vvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrry serious necking. He gave me a bottle of red wine and walked me back home. THe next day he invites me and Rowan nd Ashlee over to meet some of his family and then we decided to have a BBQ. I met a lot of Brent's friends. After everyone left, we all went back to Julian and Sam's (minus Ash as she went to work at 10). We put Rowan to bed and then Julian said that he would watch him again if we wanted to go back to the river to have a fire and sit together.
SO we did. We built the biggest bonfire. It was amazing. We were just lying there and let me tell you, it was something that I had never felt or experienced. Adam wasn't creative like that and Kyle just didn't give two flying fucks.
Brent on the other hand... brought two blankets this time. We spent 40 minutes gathering firewood and getting the fire going and then we spred the blankets and laid down. I was snuggled right up into him and he had his arms around me and we just talked about so many different things...
And then fast forward about an hour and a half andf we're back in the living room at Sam and Julian's...me shivering under a mountian of blankets as well, it doesn't matter... But anyway... then I'm all cuddled up against him and Rowan's with us in the living room.
I had no idea that it was possible to not make any noise. At all. I can. You didn't need to know that.
So. The NEXT day after that, I left a sandal of Rowan's at Brents. Brent had to go and hang out with his family and do some grad photos for his sister and stuff like that. Ashlee was sleeping and Rowan was sleeping and then Brent wanted to get together later even if it was to just watch a movie.
Ash and I had plans to take Rowan swimming, so we did that, and then we went to Brents. Ceaser, his roomie, was at the bar with Brents cell, so I had to call the house and let Brent know that we were going to be a bit late as we didn't get out of the pool until 9:30. Brent made me and Ash dinner, and then we all played with Rowan for a bit...
Ash then went to work and Brent and I FINALY got the Monkey of mine to sleep. Curled up on the couch and started watching the air I breathe. Strange movie. And then I just ... couldn't watch the movie any more. Doesn't help that Brent has magic fingers and was working my neck like amazing. And then I just kind of curled into him and that was that. I coulnd't get enough of looking into his eyes. I knew right then and there that I was completely and totally in love with him.
He is just... ugh. SO amazing. he's wonderufl with Rowan and... my MOM likes him. He's sweet, and funny and charming and just...
If I coudl have taken a photo of the expression on his face when I told him something, I would have. It's just priceless. You guys. You don't understand. I.Am.In.LOVElove. As in. Holy fuck. Brent lets me rant and rave about Adam and the lack of information about him to FMEP, and then he tells me that everything will be alright and that it doesn't matter as he loves Rowan and who cares if Adam doesn't. He holds open doors, offers a chair and drinks and gets blankets for mer when the sun goes down and makes me coffee and pours me coffee when I go for more. He wtaches Rowan and Rowan loves him. He just...
I can't really write it. I wanted this to be sweet and all but I just... I can't share it.
I have never felt this before. This whole... captive thing. I think about him all the time. We talk daily. We exchange phots of where we are at that point in the day. He's still a bit pouty that I stole his favorite hat but who gives a damn.
I have got to get to bed. Busy day. FInding a tattoo place to get my third, and then getting my belly button repierced.
YEAH BITCH!
TOTAL PRE PREGNANCY WEIGHT AND SHAPE! Meaning FUCK YOU but I can wear cute clothes AND get my naval redone AND want to show it off. Sorry. Had to throw that in. I'm all excited. And my little stretch marks? None. Gone. Silvery faint lines. I LOVE IT!
That and my boobs have gotten bigger. It's AMAZING! Thank god for the pill!! And I have started to cart around condoms with me. Apparently teasing leads to a baby getting thrown at Ashlee and some very interesting ....words... in teh bathroom. And was going to be the side of the house but Brents ride showed up. Bummer.
He loves tattoos and piercings. And is fascinated with the fact that my hips are bigger then what they used to be but he loves how they feel and then my neck. He's insulted that he hasn't been able to make the tightness go away. Get to see him again at the end of the month.
Oh. Did I mention that he's a dinamon driller? Actually, he's the head assistant... or was until he quit to go and take some time off as he was workeing for 8 week and had 3 days off in a row. He wasn't happy. So now he's in whitehorse and is going to take the summer off. Meaning he's going to come to Houston and he's going to help me repaint my bedroom and find me the perfect puppy. He's quite adimant on me getting a husky, as his mom breeds them and she's more then willing to do the basic training. I told him that I would have to think aouit it. I want a lab cross. But just imagine Rown being pulled by two husky puppies? AHAHHAHAHAHA.
okay. super tired. going to bed.
Loves.
Blah blah blah. I really wanted to write in here about Brent.
So Rowan and I went to Terrace to visit with Ashlee and Sam and Julian (Ashlee's best friends and roommates). . Blah blah blah. Brent was in the Yukon on a whim. Bought a dirtbike and stayed there 4 days longer then what he wanted too. The first time I saw Brent he was half cut. Meaning he was SUPER buzzed. We went for a walk down to the river..Rowan was sleeping and being watched by Julian and Sam. Brent had tried to start a fire. I got it going. he broght a blanket so we could lay down and watch the stars.
Did some vvvvveeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrry serious necking. He gave me a bottle of red wine and walked me back home. THe next day he invites me and Rowan nd Ashlee over to meet some of his family and then we decided to have a BBQ. I met a lot of Brent's friends. After everyone left, we all went back to Julian and Sam's (minus Ash as she went to work at 10). We put Rowan to bed and then Julian said that he would watch him again if we wanted to go back to the river to have a fire and sit together.
SO we did. We built the biggest bonfire. It was amazing. We were just lying there and let me tell you, it was something that I had never felt or experienced. Adam wasn't creative like that and Kyle just didn't give two flying fucks.
Brent on the other hand... brought two blankets this time. We spent 40 minutes gathering firewood and getting the fire going and then we spred the blankets and laid down. I was snuggled right up into him and he had his arms around me and we just talked about so many different things...
And then fast forward about an hour and a half andf we're back in the living room at Sam and Julian's...me shivering under a mountian of blankets as well, it doesn't matter... But anyway... then I'm all cuddled up against him and Rowan's with us in the living room.
I had no idea that it was possible to not make any noise. At all. I can. You didn't need to know that.
So. The NEXT day after that, I left a sandal of Rowan's at Brents. Brent had to go and hang out with his family and do some grad photos for his sister and stuff like that. Ashlee was sleeping and Rowan was sleeping and then Brent wanted to get together later even if it was to just watch a movie.
Ash and I had plans to take Rowan swimming, so we did that, and then we went to Brents. Ceaser, his roomie, was at the bar with Brents cell, so I had to call the house and let Brent know that we were going to be a bit late as we didn't get out of the pool until 9:30. Brent made me and Ash dinner, and then we all played with Rowan for a bit...
Ash then went to work and Brent and I FINALY got the Monkey of mine to sleep. Curled up on the couch and started watching the air I breathe. Strange movie. And then I just ... couldn't watch the movie any more. Doesn't help that Brent has magic fingers and was working my neck like amazing. And then I just kind of curled into him and that was that. I coulnd't get enough of looking into his eyes. I knew right then and there that I was completely and totally in love with him.
He is just... ugh. SO amazing. he's wonderufl with Rowan and... my MOM likes him. He's sweet, and funny and charming and just...
If I coudl have taken a photo of the expression on his face when I told him something, I would have. It's just priceless. You guys. You don't understand. I.Am.In.LOVElove. As in. Holy fuck. Brent lets me rant and rave about Adam and the lack of information about him to FMEP, and then he tells me that everything will be alright and that it doesn't matter as he loves Rowan and who cares if Adam doesn't. He holds open doors, offers a chair and drinks and gets blankets for mer when the sun goes down and makes me coffee and pours me coffee when I go for more. He wtaches Rowan and Rowan loves him. He just...
I can't really write it. I wanted this to be sweet and all but I just... I can't share it.
I have never felt this before. This whole... captive thing. I think about him all the time. We talk daily. We exchange phots of where we are at that point in the day. He's still a bit pouty that I stole his favorite hat but who gives a damn.
I have got to get to bed. Busy day. FInding a tattoo place to get my third, and then getting my belly button repierced.
YEAH BITCH!
TOTAL PRE PREGNANCY WEIGHT AND SHAPE! Meaning FUCK YOU but I can wear cute clothes AND get my naval redone AND want to show it off. Sorry. Had to throw that in. I'm all excited. And my little stretch marks? None. Gone. Silvery faint lines. I LOVE IT!
That and my boobs have gotten bigger. It's AMAZING! Thank god for the pill!! And I have started to cart around condoms with me. Apparently teasing leads to a baby getting thrown at Ashlee and some very interesting ....words... in teh bathroom. And was going to be the side of the house but Brents ride showed up. Bummer.
He loves tattoos and piercings. And is fascinated with the fact that my hips are bigger then what they used to be but he loves how they feel and then my neck. He's insulted that he hasn't been able to make the tightness go away. Get to see him again at the end of the month.
Oh. Did I mention that he's a dinamon driller? Actually, he's the head assistant... or was until he quit to go and take some time off as he was workeing for 8 week and had 3 days off in a row. He wasn't happy. So now he's in whitehorse and is going to take the summer off. Meaning he's going to come to Houston and he's going to help me repaint my bedroom and find me the perfect puppy. He's quite adimant on me getting a husky, as his mom breeds them and she's more then willing to do the basic training. I told him that I would have to think aouit it. I want a lab cross. But just imagine Rown being pulled by two husky puppies? AHAHHAHAHAHA.
okay. super tired. going to bed.
Loves.