a little update
I hate this time of year !!!
The only good thing this week was the fact that I got this phone call at work Wednesday saying : I’m in Chicago come pick me up at the airport at 3pm and bring me a fucking winter coat !!!
I was so fucking happy I was jumping around they even let me leave half-hour early at work cause they were so annoyed with me ahaha.. I went to pick up Cat at Dorval we went to my house she showed me pictures ... men I want to go to Hawaii to visit this summer ... we went out for dinner men I missed her so fuckin much ... it was great to see her... I’ve been feelin pretty good for the last month but I really have a hard time this week and especially during the holidays ...it’s the worst time of year for me it reminds me of how alone I am in this world... so I’m working night shift on Christmas and ’m working 8 days in a row starting December 23rd so there wont have to deal with the hole x-mas family disaster .
I got pat’s present , I want to give Julie the pony high top she wanted , I dunno what to give to cateysson and luana , i know what I’m getting emy and dom but I have to wait until next week to do all my shopping cause I have no money but I got a letter saying that I’m gonna receive a governmental help next year wish is way cool... anyway I still suck at life but I’m a happy yet confused sucker
The only good thing this week was the fact that I got this phone call at work Wednesday saying : I’m in Chicago come pick me up at the airport at 3pm and bring me a fucking winter coat !!!
I was so fucking happy I was jumping around they even let me leave half-hour early at work cause they were so annoyed with me ahaha.. I went to pick up Cat at Dorval we went to my house she showed me pictures ... men I want to go to Hawaii to visit this summer ... we went out for dinner men I missed her so fuckin much ... it was great to see her... I’ve been feelin pretty good for the last month but I really have a hard time this week and especially during the holidays ...it’s the worst time of year for me it reminds me of how alone I am in this world... so I’m working night shift on Christmas and ’m working 8 days in a row starting December 23rd so there wont have to deal with the hole x-mas family disaster .
I got pat’s present , I want to give Julie the pony high top she wanted , I dunno what to give to cateysson and luana , i know what I’m getting emy and dom but I have to wait until next week to do all my shopping cause I have no money but I got a letter saying that I’m gonna receive a governmental help next year wish is way cool... anyway I still suck at life but I’m a happy yet confused sucker