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Mike is has gone away on vacation and I find myself alone with no one to talk to, no one listen to me and basically not traveling alone on the highway at the wee hours of the morning. I feel... alone. Very alone.
I know I should really have a separate life outside of Mike but, I spend a lot of my time with him. I should probably get myself a job. Something to occupy my time. I love Mike and he's very special to me and one thing I like about our relationship is that we're not attached to the hip like I was in a previous relationship. I like a kind of relationship where I can be independent and dependent on the other person. The kind of relationship were the company between us is enjoyed greatly and the time with friends is sometimes a well needed break. There needs to be variety and spice in a relationship that has the potential to be long lasting. One day hopefully soon me and Mike can get away on our own it doesn't have to be in a fancy hotel or a hotel at all just some alone time. No parents, no siblings, no worrying about having to leave at a certain time. Just us.
I would really like to move out again. I've been thinking about it a lot lately but, who would I chose to live with me? I know that I certainly can't afford a place all by myself and a few of my friends drive me up the wall. I will think about this.
I know I should really have a separate life outside of Mike but, I spend a lot of my time with him. I should probably get myself a job. Something to occupy my time. I love Mike and he's very special to me and one thing I like about our relationship is that we're not attached to the hip like I was in a previous relationship. I like a kind of relationship where I can be independent and dependent on the other person. The kind of relationship were the company between us is enjoyed greatly and the time with friends is sometimes a well needed break. There needs to be variety and spice in a relationship that has the potential to be long lasting. One day hopefully soon me and Mike can get away on our own it doesn't have to be in a fancy hotel or a hotel at all just some alone time. No parents, no siblings, no worrying about having to leave at a certain time. Just us.
I would really like to move out again. I've been thinking about it a lot lately but, who would I chose to live with me? I know that I certainly can't afford a place all by myself and a few of my friends drive me up the wall. I will think about this.