Apr 11, 2008 08:03
i forget what its like to kiss. sometimes i just want someone to hug me. the idea of cuddling freaks me out. it seems like youd be suffocated or something. maybe if people didnt hate me i could figure out what that stuff is like.
apparently i am depressed beyond basic function and my parents have staged some type of psychoanalytic intervention and theyre coming her tomorrow to talk to my therapist and have a phone conference with the psychiatrist. i want to graduate early and move to boston.