Confusion
I have been the most independant person I have ever known myself to be while in a relationship. My Marriage date is coming up quick and I am still confidant about it.
My fiance freaked out and was hit with the reality that he doesn't control me... he doesnt have a total hold on me. I like clubbing and dancing, and singing. He has no problem with the singing.. but he has a problem with me clubbing...I told him that I like dancing and I wont be held back.
At the end of the laughing conversation between him my sister and I he got really serious and really clingy and hell he even wound up almost crying. He totally freaked out, he said that he doesnt want to loose me... that he is afraid of me finding some one better.
He says he has never known real fear until last night...that he some what took the fact of me being with him for granted in the slightest bit though. And that he just got hit with the wrecking ball of reality on just how easily he thinks he can loose me...In truth he has no idea how much he has me.
In short... I cant wait till I get home to take a shower and nap
My fiance freaked out and was hit with the reality that he doesn't control me... he doesnt have a total hold on me. I like clubbing and dancing, and singing. He has no problem with the singing.. but he has a problem with me clubbing...I told him that I like dancing and I wont be held back.
At the end of the laughing conversation between him my sister and I he got really serious and really clingy and hell he even wound up almost crying. He totally freaked out, he said that he doesnt want to loose me... that he is afraid of me finding some one better.
He says he has never known real fear until last night...that he some what took the fact of me being with him for granted in the slightest bit though. And that he just got hit with the wrecking ball of reality on just how easily he thinks he can loose me...In truth he has no idea how much he has me.
In short... I cant wait till I get home to take a shower and nap