Oct 22, 2005 13:12
It just hit me what happened, it took 2 days but yea it finally hit me and It sucks ever more now, I am glad shes optimistic. and i bet all her friends are like awwwwwwwwww hugs and shit. mine are like...o cool lets go hit on chicks. all stoked on me being single? I can't go back to how I was not right now. That was my first relationship since i was 16! where it wasnt based on sex it was based on feelings and personal connections between two people who I thought had the same feelings for each other. "flirting" is so lame
I feel like such a tool when some bodys like "dude you must like that bitch you were flirting hard" i feel so lame. I am just not good at anything, I feel like shit I just dont wanna sit and feel sorry for myself arrrrrrrrrrrrrrg. and dieing would be too easy. mall goths! I think thats my answer! ahahahahaha no dice.