We Should Be Lovers

Jul 16, 2007 22:29

So I disappeared for the weekend. I think it's what I really needed. I honestly wish I took the summer off sometimes because I miss my summers. I miss hanging out with friends. But I don't regret not taking it off...I have an amazing roommate and I live in a studio apartment with a great view. It's just...I miss my friends from back home. Especially Eric right now. We used to talk all the time, and now he's barely ever online and he doesn't call. I sent him a text and that wasn't even that long of a conversation. I miss the kid. I was there for him when April dumped him, and then they date again and he's gone...again. Grrrrr.

I'm broke. I'm so broke, I can't take. I'm about to close my checking account. I already closed my savings, or so I thought. I supposedly owe $8...which I shouldn't because I closed it. So I'm in debt...I'm always in debt. I WANT MONEY! I don't even know what I do with my money...seriously. I'm glad I get almost a month off from school to get some money. I wanna work at the pet store by Staples...I wonder if they'll hire me even though I'll only be there a month. If they don't, I'll work at JCPenney...I hate that place.

I miss Adam. I'm actually happy I miss him...I like missing him because it makes seeing him that much more better. I like not seeing him every day. Honestly, I need him in doses. If I get too much of him, I get annoyed very easily. I know if I tell him this, he'll get offended and mad...and I hate seeing him mad or getting him mad. He's probably gonna read this...but it's whatever. I love him though...a lot. :)

I'm coming home this weekend. I'm making lots of plans. :)
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