Random Ranting that has nothing to do with anything
Worst week ever. Ever ever ever.
So, considering finals are going to be filling my schedule the next two weeks, I'm freakin tired.
I'm studying, doing homework all the effing time, barely eating or sleeping, working almost every other night at the call center so I can have money before I leave for the holidays... it's just too much.
I just want to sit down with hot cup of coffee and read the many fluffy h/d fics that I've been saving on my bookmarks list "Need to Read In Free Time". GAWD. I'm exhausted and finals haven't even started yet, so I'm so stressed out because I feel like I'm going to FAIL everything.
I tried hot baths, chocolate, talking to friends and all that other stress-relieving crap, but I just don't think I can be relaxed until I'm done with my last final.
And at work?! Oh my god. So I have this MAJOR crush on this boy named Dalton, who is admittedly a Junior whereas I'm only a freshman, but he's just so cute and smart and gorgeous and wonderful and funny...anyway, we've been talking because they've been putting us next to each other at the call desks, but if we're not sitting next to each other, we don't talk. I don't know how to make this little issue turn in my favor now. UGH.
To put a gigantic cherry on top, my roommate just informed me ten minutes ago that I've been snoring terribly at night for the last two weeks. WTF?! When did this start?! And why?! I've never snored before! This is such bullshit. She says she doesn't have a problem with it at all, because she's really nice like that, but I feel so embarassed!
Plus, I almost failed one of my English papers, and I've never gotten below an A in English. Ever. Hence, me being an English major.
And I haven't talked to my best friend in weeks because we're both so busy and we live so far apart.
And I miss my mommy.
AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO WRITE ANY GOOD H/D IN FOREVER.
Fuck this shit. I'm going to bed.
Love,
B
P.S....If you actually read this crap, I freakin' love you. I just wanted to get it out there and vent to my lovely f-list. I will most likely, during my holidays, I might write you a little drabble if you send me a prompt, because I do appreciate you all oh so much ;)
So, considering finals are going to be filling my schedule the next two weeks, I'm freakin tired.
I'm studying, doing homework all the effing time, barely eating or sleeping, working almost every other night at the call center so I can have money before I leave for the holidays... it's just too much.
I just want to sit down with hot cup of coffee and read the many fluffy h/d fics that I've been saving on my bookmarks list "Need to Read In Free Time". GAWD. I'm exhausted and finals haven't even started yet, so I'm so stressed out because I feel like I'm going to FAIL everything.
I tried hot baths, chocolate, talking to friends and all that other stress-relieving crap, but I just don't think I can be relaxed until I'm done with my last final.
And at work?! Oh my god. So I have this MAJOR crush on this boy named Dalton, who is admittedly a Junior whereas I'm only a freshman, but he's just so cute and smart and gorgeous and wonderful and funny...anyway, we've been talking because they've been putting us next to each other at the call desks, but if we're not sitting next to each other, we don't talk. I don't know how to make this little issue turn in my favor now. UGH.
To put a gigantic cherry on top, my roommate just informed me ten minutes ago that I've been snoring terribly at night for the last two weeks. WTF?! When did this start?! And why?! I've never snored before! This is such bullshit. She says she doesn't have a problem with it at all, because she's really nice like that, but I feel so embarassed!
Plus, I almost failed one of my English papers, and I've never gotten below an A in English. Ever. Hence, me being an English major.
And I haven't talked to my best friend in weeks because we're both so busy and we live so far apart.
And I miss my mommy.
AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO WRITE ANY GOOD H/D IN FOREVER.
Fuck this shit. I'm going to bed.
Love,
B
P.S....If you actually read this crap, I freakin' love you. I just wanted to get it out there and vent to my lovely f-list. I will most likely, during my holidays, I might write you a little drabble if you send me a prompt, because I do appreciate you all oh so much ;)