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Feb 26, 2004 19:08

"ra-tion-al" adj. 1.able to reason. 2.sane. 3.based on reasoning, not unreasonable.

this is my word of the day. no it isn't a difficult vocabulary word. and no, it isn't lengthy in size. but it's a word that i've never been able to use to describe myself, until today. i can't really say i am a rational person, but today, i felt nothing but rational.

all i know is that my new life is myself, my band, music and close friends. i'm so used to whoring myself around, or jumping into a relationship. but fuck it. i need to get over being alone.

and im sick of wasting my life away on fucking petty shit, and acting as if it was the end of the world. And, what i realized is that my worst fear was being alone; that's why i was psychoxcore... and that's why those who are psychoxcore are left alone. and guess what? psychoxcore is out of my life. i want to be alone. and i am inlove with it.
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