I miss her. She needs to come back. I'm going to go visit her on Sunday cuz I love her :)
I was just choking on water, if that's even possible. haha. It did not feel good at all.
My mom gave me a hug when I got home last night and SMELLED, yes, that is correct, fully SMELLED the back of my head just to see if I smelled like the ganja. She won't allow me to go to Venice Beach beacuase she thinks I'll buy a bong or somethin. Fucking crackwhore. She's going to be mad when she finds out that I'm going to pierce my lip. She doesn't want me to get a tattoo, which I'm actually now debating whether or not to get. Even though it will be amazing. But I'm debating it. I'm on the not side more now. I'm debating which side to get my lip piercing on. Either the right, the left, or in the middle. I'm leaning more towards the middle, but I like the right side and I think I'm gonna do it on the right. I drank Coca Cola for the first time today because we had nothing else to drink at home.
I want to take this girl out, Elizabeth Baker. I have a feeling that she is the one. I called her Saturday cuz we were supposed to go see The Notebook, but she didn't pick up her phone. So I left her a message. Waited and waited for her return call but never got one. I finally called her again later that night, but again no answer. I saw her today, she's so cuuuute (She has her left eyebrow pierced, which I absolutely fucking love. She smokes and drinks, which I do not mind at all because I do too :) She has shoulder length dirty blonde hair . She is probably about 5' 4", maybe 5' 5" I am not really sure. She works with me as an intern for EF Educational Homestay Program. . I think she is absolutely wonderful. I have never met a girl like her. I think she is my one.) , and she apologized about Saturday night. She lost her phone sometime before I called her and she could not find my number. I am hoping I can take her out this week or weekend..like Thursday night or Saturday night or something. I got a fortune from a fortune cookie before I even met Liz. It reads "Look to the next month for some pleasent surprises." I am a firm believer in fortune cookies. And I think that was refering to Liz. I feel that I am extremely lucky to have met her. She is leaving for Washington state at the end of summer because she is going to college up there. I hope she does not leave before my birthday (August 11) because I want her to come and be there with me and my closest friends at my birthday bash. I hope and pray every night that she is the one.
My friend, Megan, from
http://www.myspace.com has become one of my closest online friends (aside from Abby and Ashley). She has taught me a few things that she might not know she did. I am attempting to become a better writer because she is always using proper English and grammar when we talk (I'm glad). I have actually started to take pride in the things I do because I never did. Megan always seems to. She is rubbing off on me, which is definitely a plus. I think I am going to visit her next summer. I really would like to meet her in person. She is incredible.
I went to the Atreyu/Bleeding Through/Scars of Tomorrow show last Friday at the House of Blues in Anaheim. My friend Jon and I got lost because we tried using
http://mapquest.com to get there. It failed to mention to us that it was part of Down Town Disney. So we ended up missing Scars of Tomorrow, whom we were both psyched to see. Oh well. I talked to the lead singer of Bleeding Through, he is an extraordinarily nice guy. Alex, the lead singer of Atreyu, pointed up and me and my friend before Lip Gloss & Black and said to get on our feet and show spirit fingers (spirit fingers at shows are for guitar solos...and the guitar intro to Lip Gloss & Black is incredible). After the intro, I made my way down to the pit and got up to the stage. I yelled at Alex and he saw that it was me, so he gave me the mic for about 30 seconds. It was AWESOME! I got really beaten up at the show in the pit. I nearly broke my nose and my foot, and I nearly shattered my elbow. I got kicked in the back because I ninja-kicked a girl in her vagina. It was thrilling good fun.
Alright, well.......It has taken me about 2 hours now to write this journal entry. So have fun kids and I'll write sometime later on.