Jump
is it so wrong to want to jump multiple boys? one of which is my prom date...another is hot church freshman the third is hot swimmer junior the fourth is goregous hat wearing boy.
and dammit, ive realized that i may be starting to like him again. in his arms today just felt so right. kissing him, biting him, its so right. but at the same time, i dont want to actually be with him, i want someone new, someone different...god, i dont know what i want. physical attractions are so much different than emotional attractions. all i want is the fun, not the commitment. im only 16. i dont want to be tied down to one boy. but at the same time, i want someone to dote on me constantly, making me feel special.
boys confuse the hell out of me.
i confuse the hell out of me.