Jun 05, 2005 14:34
Summer is here finally...And i couldnt hate it more!! I mean all my friends are busy..But whatever...And Amelia and i hang oout everyday...Im not grounded anymore so i have been doing alot...But it isnt fun anymore...We are starting to do the same shit see the same ppl fight with the same person...Its getting old.
Anyway life at home is werid as fuck. My mom and i are stright again.Thats coo i guess.Im cool with everyone beside Joran.Oh fucking well.butanyway..
Have you ever thought about something so much to the point where what your thinking you would never do but in your head you think about it so much that you wind up making it happen but then dont want it.Or somthing bad comes outta it.But you were thinkning about something good.I mean every good thing has its bad..Why? Every bad thing doesnt have its good. Cause i can think of alot of bad things that in my perspective nothing good could come from that.Like Death what good could come from that? NOTHING!?
Do you ever wonder why people do the things they do...Why would you tell someone you love them and then cheat on them why would you want to hurt someone who has done entirly nothing to you? How could you? You could ask why to everything??
Back to reality...
I really want to go to the beach...Damn it!! The rain needs to go away even though i love it.It should rain everynite when it is time for me to goto bed...anyway Yeah im going to go find something to do today soo peace...<3<3Jessika!?