Alone By Half Full Bottles and Pills...

[bleedashesdied]

u learned that your lonely
and no one can help
your sitting there wishing the half glass was filled
morning moon's fading in daylight distilled
u drank all your whiskey and smoked out your pack
sitting here wishing something could help
those darkened rings round eye lids
running half swelled
splitting pains and numbness
your chest breaths down
pillows so empty
sheets fossilized still

you hated
you hated your self

broken down bar stools
u drank half your shelf
bottles lay dry oh as u take half your pills
u faked all your faces your friends hate u still
cracked sharpened vases with flowed half wilt
u say that your lonely but it's how all of us felt
flaked more then committed as a lovers deep shell
why did u make it
in as hard as u fell

you hated
in hating your self

ohhh that's where we'll find you
on the kitchen floor knelt
half broken and twisted
like the china doll u named your self
yea that's where we'll find u
just a half empty shell

u hated
in hating your self
you hated
the way that it felt

u learned that your lonely
and no one can help
broken down bar stolls
u drank half your shelf
ohhh that's where we'll find you
on the kitchen floor knelt

you hated
you hated your self