To Everyone I Know...
This is weird. I'm actually really happy i came home this weekend. I've figured out so much in my life and know what priorities i have to set in my life to achieve what i want from it.
The Answer is Yes, i'm moving home. When? not till i find someone to replace me up there, which will take a hell of a lot of work, but hopefully i can do it. I just really hope i don't lose one of my best friends from this. I love him to death and i don't want this as a black mark on our friendship.
Once back here i can start getting my life back in control with working two jobs and paying off my massive debt. I've realized that to get what u want in life, and to figure out what u want in life, u have to think about what's important to you, what makes u happy. This sets u apart from the rest.
I thank my Angel Angela for helping me figure some of this out tonight, i love her and i'm really happy her and i are friends. I'm glad my family relationships are getting better, though i fear with moving home they will get worse but i'm hoping for the best.
And I'm glad i got to see a certain beautiful girl this weekend, though i wont get to see and hardly talk to many people down here for a couple months, she remains the same girl that makes me smile with just the thought of hers. She should know she's amazing and i hope she finds what she wants, cause she deserves to feel as incredible as she's made me feel like the first moment i kissed her, amazing. I know this is stuff i've said so many times but it might be the last time i get to say it so i like to tell my story so other people get to see how lucky i've been. I've made her cry, laugh, blush, smile and frown. I've made her hate my guts and i like to think i've made her happy by a flower here and there, some soup when she's not feeling well, ice cream or making her blush, or maybe by just being there. Though some of the shit was bad and some of it was great, don't think i would have changed any of it for the world. Any one else that knows Andrea Nicole Escobar knows exactly what i'm saying, so for those who know her, i want u to post something about her that's made you feel lucky to know her. Cause i know that everyone that does know her has at least one thing, and she deserves to smile. I'd like to think our future is yet to be told, be it we never talk again, we stay super cool friends like we agreed to in the beginning, or maybe making each other blush some more together, i'd like her to be a part of my life, cause u know, as u can tell, my feelings wont change for someone so amazing. Stay happy and beautiful ok?
So Thank you to all my friends who have helped me realize what's important in my life and my priorities. I dunno where i'd be without you. I leave for SLO Tuesday, and wont be back for a while till i get stuff situated, so if anyone wants to chill Monday or Tuesday, gimme a call. So, as you my know... FUCK THIS GAME!
Love,
Mike
The Answer is Yes, i'm moving home. When? not till i find someone to replace me up there, which will take a hell of a lot of work, but hopefully i can do it. I just really hope i don't lose one of my best friends from this. I love him to death and i don't want this as a black mark on our friendship.
Once back here i can start getting my life back in control with working two jobs and paying off my massive debt. I've realized that to get what u want in life, and to figure out what u want in life, u have to think about what's important to you, what makes u happy. This sets u apart from the rest.
I thank my Angel Angela for helping me figure some of this out tonight, i love her and i'm really happy her and i are friends. I'm glad my family relationships are getting better, though i fear with moving home they will get worse but i'm hoping for the best.
And I'm glad i got to see a certain beautiful girl this weekend, though i wont get to see and hardly talk to many people down here for a couple months, she remains the same girl that makes me smile with just the thought of hers. She should know she's amazing and i hope she finds what she wants, cause she deserves to feel as incredible as she's made me feel like the first moment i kissed her, amazing. I know this is stuff i've said so many times but it might be the last time i get to say it so i like to tell my story so other people get to see how lucky i've been. I've made her cry, laugh, blush, smile and frown. I've made her hate my guts and i like to think i've made her happy by a flower here and there, some soup when she's not feeling well, ice cream or making her blush, or maybe by just being there. Though some of the shit was bad and some of it was great, don't think i would have changed any of it for the world. Any one else that knows Andrea Nicole Escobar knows exactly what i'm saying, so for those who know her, i want u to post something about her that's made you feel lucky to know her. Cause i know that everyone that does know her has at least one thing, and she deserves to smile. I'd like to think our future is yet to be told, be it we never talk again, we stay super cool friends like we agreed to in the beginning, or maybe making each other blush some more together, i'd like her to be a part of my life, cause u know, as u can tell, my feelings wont change for someone so amazing. Stay happy and beautiful ok?
So Thank you to all my friends who have helped me realize what's important in my life and my priorities. I dunno where i'd be without you. I leave for SLO Tuesday, and wont be back for a while till i get stuff situated, so if anyone wants to chill Monday or Tuesday, gimme a call. So, as you my know... FUCK THIS GAME!
Love,
Mike