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[bleedashesdied]

something so simple as looking at me
drive my senses, overwhelming
i have this funny way of showing affection
but what does matter cause it's there or it isn't

So as i
caught you
sleeping
in my arms
there is no way i could hate you
but i still will have to forget you
Drown my sorrows you seem to fester in my stomach
every time i'm in arms length
help me suffocate

now i've been around to know enough of how it works
i've been screaming and seeking for ideal answers that make my words choke
it doesnt' matter how u say it
or anyway i can explain it
all i care about is this

So as I
caught you
breathing
on my skin
there is no way i could hate you
but i still will have to forget you
Drown my sorrows in hours of endless drinking
every time my mind's screaming
help me suffocate

Count your blessing that this wasnt the worse that could happen
this isn't how it happens
How could i die
if i already know i'm dead on the inside
i guess this why they call still call it love
it keeps u high and forget when you're drunk
from all that ever happens