(no subject)
a streaming sense of infinite-ness now gone.
your christ has failed you and your grace has fallen.
as you-I-you lie there choking my reaction is anything but sympathetic.
you used to circulate within a stream i knew well.
one in which i call my own...
yet you do not exist.
you are no longer there.
a sense of fulfillment now vague,
you grip to what could have been/should have been/what is not there.
you told me i never knew.
you were correct.
truth is i KNOW and how you-feel felt feel-good-to-me.