& cling to the happiness cause you never know when it'll fade..

[bleed_for_you_6]

i've been sad these past 2 days. i feel detatched from stuff, i dont care about anything right now. im finally getting over my stupid sickness. i went to see dara before yesterday.. it was kind of bittersweet. im happy for her that she's finally getting to go, and i know shes gonna have an awesome time at college. but at the same time, im sad because she really is gone. Things arent as fun this year it seems. band has been kind of disappointing. i miss last year in some ways, and in some ways im ready for next year.
another thing that affected my mood is yesterday someone that i used to be pretty good friends with said something to me that wasnt intended to be mean, but it was. it was just an offhand thing, but it kind of upset me. so basically, that person can piss off, b/c i dont need that. i just feel sort of isolated and lonely.

ehh.