write me off
well... i feel weird... im not really sure how to explain it... like im bored... but thats not really anything... i guess i just feel kinda lonely but also useless for some reason... and nothing really brought this out... it just happened... like i hung out with e and walker today... it was a good time we laughed and were just us... then i got home... and my mood just crashed... im not really sure why i feel lonely... or if lonely even is the right word for it... maybe its just i want to see julia... but then its not... like i know if i was with her i would feel somewhat better... but then if i was with e or josh or something i think i would feel fine as well... im eating popsicles... there good... back to stupid rambling... and then i thought more about what i said in my last entry...just made me feel somewhat worse... bah i just feel like seeing someone... but i dont feel like asking random ppl to hang out... and josh is playing ryl i bet and its not even worth asking... julia and amanda are gone... e and walker went to bed... bah... idk... i could always just go for a drive... or take a walk in look park... thats always fun... who knows...