I wrote this song on Monday but it's not finished.I don't know how to end it.I'll end it later since right now things aren't going anywhere with Michael.We'll have to see Saturday.Unless he's still with his damn girlfriend.Oh god why do I care so much?He's just using me!Grrrr.[there's so much more to the story.Read my new Lj to get the info -
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A little more
You're controlling
While I'm waiting
I conteplate all the questions I have for you
LIke what excatly makes you feel guilt to what you're going to do
Your tongue is wet with a secret passion
Oh I hope I'm the cause of it with a little bit of distraction
Chorus:
And I fight the urge to explore new things with you
But then I begin to quiver from looking at you
I can't help but adore those words
Those words that make me feel so much more
I did everytning you told me
But now I don't want you to leave
And now I think I hate you
No, now I think I love you
I just hope I mean a little more than the shifting of your feet
I just hope it's a little more than just our heart's beat
And I fight with the words you say
and I try to let go of the actions which speak louder every day
Verse:
Your sweat seeks through when I sink my teeth into your thighs
And then you make feel scared when you give a sigh
I get nervous & start to shake
And then I think I could just fake
The feelings you want me to feel which aren't really there
But this situation I can't bear
You've got me on my knees for all the wrong reasons
But to you they're all the right for your pleasings
Chorus:
And I fight the urge to explore new things with you
But then I begin to quiver from looking at you
I can't help but adore those words
Those words that make me feel so much more
I did everytning you told me
But now I don't want you to leave
And now I think I hate you
No, now I think I love you
I just hope I mean a little more than the shifting of your feet
I just hope it's a little more than just our heart's beat
And I fight with the words you say
and I try to let go of the actions which speak louder every day
Verse:
I'd let you go but I still don't know how I feel about you
Is this real or one of your dreams
This seems like a huge sceam
You made the moves, We've gone too far to go back to being just friends
What you do to me, what comes over me, I don't want this to have an end
Like most stories there is but does this have to?
Why don't you tell the rest of the story since it's apart of you
so anyway's long time no post,how's everyone else doing?<3333