crossmyheartandhopeto...
`` I'm lying just to keep you here. ``
People just drive me crazy... The way nothing is ever private or my own business without being someone else's. That was a high-school drama thing.
I bought Danielle a homecoming dress. I'm going with her this year. And now she has to go. I want to find a dress, too... But I can't find anything at all and it makes me so sad. UGHHHHH.
Josh and I... yeah. When I think about him when he's not there, I realize how bad of an idea this is... He's not great boyfriend material, you know? But when I'm with him, my mind is just full of admiration etcetera... Ugh. It drives me crazy. I want him to be mine... And no one else's. You know what I mean? I even want him to be mine in that weird, agressive way...
Erica Kholhorst stole some of my writing and put it up on her journal. I don't know what that's about. I'm kind of angry and kind of flattered. She used to hate my guts, but now, we're civil, I guess... I'm pissed she didn't give me any credit, though. All those people that read it are going to think she wrote it and those two pieces were some of my best work... I don't know what to think... Other than it's really funny.
I'm tired of being so stressed out. This is a lot of homework and I'm hearing bad things about honors history. I'm scared. I'm gonna go, though. I'm tired. And I'm stoned. This is great. I really like Josh... Damnit, I wish he would have kissed me.
People just drive me crazy... The way nothing is ever private or my own business without being someone else's. That was a high-school drama thing.
I bought Danielle a homecoming dress. I'm going with her this year. And now she has to go. I want to find a dress, too... But I can't find anything at all and it makes me so sad. UGHHHHH.
Josh and I... yeah. When I think about him when he's not there, I realize how bad of an idea this is... He's not great boyfriend material, you know? But when I'm with him, my mind is just full of admiration etcetera... Ugh. It drives me crazy. I want him to be mine... And no one else's. You know what I mean? I even want him to be mine in that weird, agressive way...
Erica Kholhorst stole some of my writing and put it up on her journal. I don't know what that's about. I'm kind of angry and kind of flattered. She used to hate my guts, but now, we're civil, I guess... I'm pissed she didn't give me any credit, though. All those people that read it are going to think she wrote it and those two pieces were some of my best work... I don't know what to think... Other than it's really funny.
I'm tired of being so stressed out. This is a lot of homework and I'm hearing bad things about honors history. I'm scared. I'm gonna go, though. I'm tired. And I'm stoned. This is great. I really like Josh... Damnit, I wish he would have kissed me.