Dec 29, 2005 16:10
Ever since I stupidly left him, I missed him dearly. I wish he could see how much he means to me, but he will probably just think it's some "guilt trip" or lie.
I do love him.
I need him.
He is awesome.
He's everything I ever needed.
But of course, I have said it many times.
Too many times.
I do love him.
He doesn't believe me.
I need him.
I do.
If I could turn back time I would.
And make everything better.
Erase the hurricane.
Erase the fights.
Erase Nick's dad.
Erase my pessimism...
Erase me.
I love him dearly.