You had your chance you blew it!

[bledingspdrbite]

Oh my fucking god I'm so happy I'm leaving this fucking class. THEY WON'T SHUT THE HELL UP! They are so stupid, and one of the m have the NERVE to fucking call the other a child. If anything they are both children. Neither of them are stopping. One chik keeps repeating "yer nothing" well if he's nothing then why the fuck are you still arguing with him?!! God stupid ass bitches man. oooh. today is not the day to be so stupid. Not while I'm in the room neways. SHUT THE FUCK UP!! what the hell man, so fucking stupid.-twitch- I am not a violent person. Nope, I'm not. Not ever. No. -rocks back n forth in chair- I have some lots of minutes because I was the first person to finish. and now I'm getting EXTREMELY IRRITATED! WHAT THE FUCK MAN! ooooh.. im not a violent person i am not a violent person i am not a violent person i am not a violent person i am not a violent person i am not a violent person i am not a violent person i am not a violent person i am NOT a violent person i am not a... fuck it i am. I'm just going to sit here. that's all i'm going to do man. shes one to be .... nooo. not gonna start on them. nope. no no no no. Well I can say I'm still with Charlie. -smirks- I'm kind of happy I didn't break up with him. But then again I have doubt. lots of it. I don't know, I guess I'm just extremely scared of relationships. I mean I went from Mike to Josh to Charlie. Two bad relationships to a good one. Well at some points they were okay, but most of the time I was like, depressed. Well I can't say that because when I was with Josh, everytime I was with him I was extremely happy. Okay I'm not talking about Josh. NO. that's that. Charlie. Yes Charlie. That's it. Friday was actually okay. Even though security was being dicks. But Charlie's nephew fell in love with me. lol hes like 4 years old and so adorable but so violent. Friday me and Jessi had Charlie dress up preppy in Aeropostal(sp?) then we grabbed Mike and made him and Charlie dress up, they were sooo cute -giggle- then we grabbed Mike (w) (bubble boy) (Krys' cousin) and made him dress up.... -busts out laughing- whoa man, that was so fucking funny. He looked like a sailor. The frggin guy from Gilligans Island as Charlie said. -shrug- I spent the weekend with Charlie. Saturday was funny as hell because Mikey(bubbah-Charlie's nephew) beat the shit out of Charlie because me and Charlie were cuddled up on his couch. and I guess he got jelous. We just sat around for most of the day. Cuddlin n stuffs. Mike fell asleep during Brother Bear. Nina came home (charlies sister) and me Charlie and Bubba were all laying on the couch together and she was like " AWE!! Muffin don't you make the perfect mother and expecially with Charlie and Mikey" i was like "um""um""um." That's when Mike woke up and bubbah started chasing him with a spoon. -laughs- I got a headache after awhile because bubbah was slaming the center counsel. meh. Got dropped off at home, really didn't look forward to that. Sunday was sunday, friggin Charlie called and woke me up around 12-12:30. Got bubbah on the phone and he was aggravating me to go over there, after 3 hours of arguing with Charlie to go over so bubbah would stop crying I gave in. I was supposed to leave around 4:30, didn't end up leaving till fucking 6:30 but that's okay he kept me occupied with his kisses. -smiles- Bubbah crushed are heads one time because he climbed on top of Charlie. -rolls eyes- Charlie tried to get me to smoke, he's gonna do it again today. I'm goin over to Mike's. Fun. 5 minutes till the end of class. woohoo. this is the longest entry I've done in a long time. - scrolls up and down to see how long it actually is- I have lunch with Nina today, she's gonna scream Muffin when she see's me. Oh yea, if you didn't know Muffin is my nickname thanks to Mike. He decided awhile back we were married and I was muffin. lol. -shrug- now Mike, Charlie, bubbah, Nina and Albert call me Muffin. -twirls finger- lol. oh yea and btw the Mike that I was talking about all this time was Mike Howell. mhmm. yea. HIM AND ALBERT MADE ME AND CHARLIE WALK TO FRIGGIN WENDY'S IN THE SNOW AND WENDYS WASN'T OPEN SO WE WALKED TO BUGER KING AND THEN BLOCKBUSTER! But I love him! lol. It wasn't that bad though. do do duuum. I gotta go not. but yea. hmm.. adios.

Stuck in my head biatch.

"Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone"