Jul 30, 2003 23:11
i was in bed last night thinking about how stuart is gay for not wanting me......then it hit me. all of my exs (well maybe not tom and eric....well not eric) WOULD OF fooled around with me or had sex with me like i wanted to do with stuart....HOWEVER stuart didnt because i think he knew he wasnt in love with me. or whatever happened. i mean adrian would of fucked me and then broken up with me....same with chris and tony and i think its good that stuart didnt. we all know i dont take my BC as said (like i forget to take it all the time) so who knows how good that works for me and then theres my family and how condoms dont work for us (every one gets a kid using a condom....its like a little gift you didnt want! lol) so right now i could be sitting here carring a baby of a guy i dont like!.....ok that i love and doesnt love me. so maybe he isnt a total ass hole
btw next time i wont even think about sex unless i see a ring on my finger (and not just any ring! i want the wedding ring! yep thats right im back to walking down the asil a virgian. i figure if the guy loves me for me he will wait for me. and if not then hes a loser and not worth my time!
later kids....sorry that this entry was dumb