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Sep 01, 2005 21:00

Its my first entry!! WOOT!! YAY!!!!! (im such a retard). So yea my first entry....my therapist wanted me 2 have some sort of journal to record my feelings and shit soo yea i guezz dis is it....Why am i even listening 2 my therapist?, Soo yea...school sux...i go to krop...it sux..school already started and im already counting the days *sigh* i cnt wait until i go to dash next year ill get out of that prison they call skool. So today was weird, my moods were like a rollar coaster, first happy, then angry, then i wanted to cry. Yea i've been crying lately, i dont kno why.i think theres something inside of me that just wants 2 get out. So afterskool, went to my frnds house and i was sad the whole time i was there. I dnt kno why....while my frnds were on the computer, laughing about some stupid things i was just in the back reading a book. whatever i dnt care, they have their own little secret club im not part of. so yea and then every 10 minutes one of them would come up to me and ask whats wrong? its not that im annoyed of that, im flattered that they care for me, but sometimes i just want 2 be left alone in my own little dreamland. well g2g do hw byez!
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