Happy Fuckin Birthday to me!!!
Damnit, i hate birthdays... especially this one, its just point less. I am about to cry, (i ain't ever been "macho" anyway) i don't have any reason to be happy, its just another day... but its supposed to be MY day, but no one even cares, yesterday, everyone knew that today was my birthday, but today, not one of my friends (except Jeanne) knew about it, it was as if they didn't care, and i guess they never really did... i was supposed to take my "learners test" today, we stood in like for 3 hours, only to be told, that we would be first on the list tomorrow! oh fuckin yay! i don't even want it anyway. Damnit, why can't i be happy... when i was little, i got lots of things for my birthday, but now, its just disappointing... i mean, how would you feel if all your life, you got so much, but now, its all gone, its not here anymore, This is almost as depressing as christmas, but that is still far worse... i hate christmas, and my damn birthday sucks... the only cards i even got were from my parents, and my grandma (she always said "money is a tacky gift" she gave me 25 dollars in a check) tacky gift for a tacky person i guess... oh, and i got a digi card (from MYSELF!) and oh, LJ sent me a card... whoopty doo... this sucks... i want to die, i don't want to live this torture anymore... 15 years today, i don't want it... i have lost 15 years of my life with nothing good happening... i just don't see any point in having 15 more years of nothing.. that is all i have to say at the moment, so since you don't care, FUCK YOU!