Feb 15, 2006 20:30
Well....
Eventful day i have had....
Was working,didnt finish till late so kinda tired,heading off to bed soon.Up early tomorrow for work again.
Anyway after work,went out for a coffee with my mum,she's going out on a date tonight,hopefully she'll have a bit of fun without my brother breathing down her neck. Jumped into Burning Monkey for Sammie,explained about her tongue piercing and i did tell Sammie it was normal but nah she didn't believe me.
Well got home about 5 o'clock,went online till i think maybe about 5:15,then signed off and came on again. Spoke to Lisa kinda,then signed back off to clean up. Finished that about 7...and i have been TRYING to prove to Sammie that I'm telling the truth about my whole day but hey! Does she believe me...no!
I mean really....I love this girl to pieces,would do anything in this world for her. I don't need protected or do i? She wishes something would just happen to me to prove her point...Could she talk about a self inflictated event or an event where i have been there at the wrong place wrong time? I don't think anyone quite understands just how much i love this girl,do they? If anyone does apart from myself could you please sit down and explain it to her,make her see sense? I feel like I'm fighting a battle i know i will never win,but i can certainly try. Whoever said that you can't fight with what's not there? Guess they may be right....
I don't want anyone else,but Sammie is making it so damn clear she does. Hope they have better luck with her than me. Just fed up fighting now for something that I know I can never ever have,or something that will never be there.It's just a whole one sided thing. I love and care for Sammie so much,and I have so many memories of us and the things i did,the things she did,it's always the tinyest littlest silly things that make us smile,but that's all it could be just one day is a smile.
From the very first kiss,to the last kiss,to the last hug,to the last smile,to the last phonecall,to the last word,to the very last breath.
Love you always Sammie
xXx Till the End of Time you'll always be mine xXx
P.S i did feed the animals.... :D