update after like a month :D

Mar 09, 2005 14:48

Well jus went and withdrew a pound from the bank to update this thing.

Life's amazing just now :D me and Sammie are getting on really great 4months next Tuesday :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Really nothing or no-one can split us apart.We really are made for each other.See everyone judges us but they aren't actually there when it's just me and her.They don't see all the amazing stuff we do,they don't have her amazing kisses constantly.Or her hugs for that matter.I'd get on my knees everyday if that would prove to everyone just how much she really means to me.Just wish everyone would back of us a bit,like people making me feel like shit i.e in the town one night.It's me and Sammie no-one else.Fair enough everyone may have an opinion but i'd rather they keep it to themselves.It's their opinion not me and Sammie's.Little do they know the more they critise us,the more we may fall apart.Otherwise push us together (right enough they don't have to push us together any closer,cuz we cudnt get any closer than we are the now) Just really wish people would back of us.I mean WE don't critise anyone else's realtionship,if anything i think me and Sammie are happy to see that they're happy.Because maybe we think they deserve to be.
Fair enough everyone has problems in a relationship,but if you don't love someone then you just wouldn't work it out.You'd rather just walk away and be stubborn about the fact that you love them.I know that probably made no sense but i know what i'm trying to say.
Think about this : Would you rather let others get in the way,act stubborn because maybe you could let them poison your mind even just for a second.Then not stay there and try work it out,not proclaim if you like your undying love for them because maybe one day it might be to late.They could easily just pack up and leave without knowning just how you really feel?
Really think about it.I love Sammie more than words can say.I lit these candles for her last night as part of our anniversary(since i try my damn hardest to get her something every week) Anywho....the candles were arranged to say i love you with a heart at the bottom.I think she liked them.
I know it's still early but i know that i don't wana be with anyone else.Wish we had happened sooner actually.I wouldn't have been used/abused/jus something for people to pass the time with.This is real love for me and i don't ever wana lose her.

I love you Sammie if and when you read this.Really really do.With all my heart and soul.

I would write more but this is gna cut out.Leanne still ain't foned me :S

bye bye xxx
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