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i miss collin so much. like, i just cant stop thinking about him. when i think about him i get short of breath and i feel so hopeless. we meet all these other guys and i like them. but my feelings for them could NEVER compare to the feelings i have for collin. its been 2 years since ive seen him and its brutal. it rips me apart inside and all i can do is sit back and wait. it feels like ive backed into a corner with no way out. i feel so miserable without him. god i need to talk to him. i need to see him.