May 19, 2005 22:25
so heres where i begin to get personal on this, i dont know who are and arent my friends anymore. I feel like im just the person that is there when everyone else needs them. I just dont want to be that person. I want my 'friends' to realize that im just a good as any of their other friends and that there is no reaason to treat me otherwise. I dont feel like people really know me so to speak. So im movingon, i will no longer be the person outting in all the effort i will be putting in zero, and if thsy still want to be friends then good.
the song that best describes me as a person at this pont is
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
yup that is the story of my life. wow i just need to get friends that appreciate me, and maybe a life. and i need to get out of my house. so overall its been pretty shitty round here.
xoxo
bld