HELP PLZ???!!!!?????..........................................
Im so mad and im sorry for venting
but one of my "friends" told another friend that im a mean person and she was happy i wasnt at school that day and i never told this person and the person telling me this but that really hurts to hear that from someone and it makes you think what do your other friends think of you. I mean i can get mean to people sometimes but im only joking around but i guess i was wrong i should have never came here if this was going to happen were people hate me. So now i cant even look at my " friends " with out thinking what do they think of me? The thing i sometimes dont care what they think but what my fiancce(cant spell) thinks about my personalitly thats most important. im afriad to ask her to hear what she has to say. All i wish is that i never met the person who thinks im mean or the person tellin me never told me b/c this really pains me to death i should say that that not right and i kno it.I might as well have no friends at all and drop out of school since people hate me being mean wait..........no i shouldnt do that b/c then i can never become a chef and thats my life and dream. i cant change who i am but i can try and if they dont understand that and give me the chance then maybe we should have never met in the first all i ask for is a chance.
Can someone help me?
there all done and i feel much better gald i got that out gooodnight
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