update till i will again

[blckrose]

Well all things are going up and down with me and nikki cuz i'm having a whole shit load doubt cuz there are girls here that look nice but idk my guy part off my mind is like" whole i got to try and tap that ass and mmm... that looks like a piece meat" you know guys sayings

Comments

[blackrican]

well its a good thing we're engaged so you won't do anything. its just a matter of controling ur guy feelings and remembering ur feelings for me. and thought girls there were ugly. andrew i kno the distance is far, but its like reading that i am in competition with the girls there and you not giving into your guy feelings. i have to fight to keep ur guy part in check. thats y i asked you not to talk to girls, thats y i asked you not to be alone with girls. i trust you andrew, but u have to fight to stay away from ur guy part and remeber u have a good thing back here. andrew i know its hard but please stay strong for us. i'll be down there next year just please hold on. and yeah i do know what you mean :p

and you know i only said yeah to it because hopefully it will make r relationship stronger. and do you love me enough to not give into that temptation?
or u know what, i'll come down there now. after christmas break, i'll come down there now so you won't have to feel any of this. God i hate your guy side so much. i hate it. don't let that ruin our relationship. if i could i would just kill it but i hate it so much.