Jul 19, 2004 00:43
ok well today i saw my cuzin lauren!!! which is good cuz i havent seen her in the longest time. GOD i miss her! yeah i had to break the news that james broke up with her cuz all james did was not call her. but she didnt care. but then later on in the day my aunt margaret stopped by wuth jimmy and josh...but no james....which is a good thing. i mean i still want to hang out with him and stuff...but i had a HUGE thing for him and im afraid if i see him again then i might start liking him again WHICH IS BAD!!! i mean i got zack now...cant do that...plus zack is would treat me better then james would...i guess. idk...but not thinking about that. then later on in the day me and lauren hung out. god i love hanging with her. like seriously i always have soo much fun. and i can talk to her for such a long time. god i love it.
ok so well i decided that zack is taking me to proud american days on either friday or sunday. hahahah. now i just need to tell him. ;-)
o and warped happenin on saterday!!! im soo excited. and i guess plans changed..im now goin with jen and shannon...i want to go with lauren...and i want to go with jen and shannon...lauren jsut told me to go with jen adn shannon but now i feel like im ditching lauren and IT SUCKS. but hopefully well all meet up there. that should be fun! but it sucks cuz vics show is the same day as warped. but o well. lol
"...By then you I can do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed
Their parents let them shoulder all the blame
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals
I lie for only you
And I lie well...
Hallelu...
I LIE FOR ONLY YOU
AND I LIE WELL
HALLELU..."
~brand new--the quiet things that no1 ever knows