Nov 22, 2004 20:50
soo yeaa this weekend was awesome-so much funn .. n yeaa i prettyy much told evry1 what i did soo no need explaining it
but yeaa tomorrow im leaving for florida ! im sooo excited .. but like i have this terrible feeling its not gonna be fun .. my whole familys already down there n like my grandmas gonna be a mess cus its our first thanksgiving with out my uncle steve .. n also her sister is like dying n yeaa i feel soo badd
n then since my uncle died i havent rlly thought about how my cousins have always left me out of things when im with them .. like theyre all from the midwest n see each other al lot more soo they have a lot more in common n like of course theyre happy to see me when im there but like i still feel like the differnet one .. n i feel left out n stuff n yeaa
n then jack (my lil bro) tries to be like my older cousins n to look cool he makes fun of me n hes like rlly mean n they all laugh. . n like i hate it .. n yeaa ive been rlly excited all week n now im rlly nervous how its gonna be ..
n yeaa im gonna miss paolo cus i wont be able to talk to him that much n yeaa =(
anyway .. ill be back sunday night .. leave me a pretty voicemail when im there in case im ahving a terrible time pleaseeee =)
XoOoX
Ro$e
r.i.p uncle steve .. i still miss you more than ever ..