sad sick world
so i have a little situation on my hands and do need advice:
SO i been chillin with danna (my roommate in argentina) alot lately. Which has been awesome. So her bf, shane, lives with a roommate, matt. And we always chill at their place and just toke and chill. I heard through the grapevine that matt wanted to... hhmmm how to put this.... well i guess, hook it up with me. Which is all good, im totally down cuz we always flirting when we chill. But this is my dilemma. He's not looking for anything serious, and me not so much either. So after hearing this i was all down. Whatever happened, happened. But then i got to thinking last nite that it would be REALLY fucked up if we did hook up and then have him act all weird and then making it weird for me to chill with them and danna. i know myself, that i wouldnt make it weird and would move on. But he seems like he would make it weird. I feel like it would jeopardize my chill time with danna. Danna doesnt really give a fuck. she wants us to hook up, but then again ive seen this happen before and it always turns out bad.
But then.... WHAT IF me n matt really are feelin each, and does work out!!!?? ... i wont even know if nothing ever happens and just leaves things the way they are. And also, p.s., i think i might really, really like matt. This is dilemma dos:
So he has publicly, and openly, hitted on me in front of D and shane. And last nite, he was all, "shit why dont you all [me n danna] move over and share the couch." i got so nervous that i didnt say anything and not even move. I always get weird when i know someone likes me and i like them back. I get all shy and nervous. He has, more than once, given me chances to out myself out there. Cuz he has put himself out on the line more than me. So my next question is, how do i pursue this without being TOO obvious??? eerrrr if i should pursue this. But it seems like i already got my mind made up, lol. But just wanted to hear some different perspectives.
SO i been chillin with danna (my roommate in argentina) alot lately. Which has been awesome. So her bf, shane, lives with a roommate, matt. And we always chill at their place and just toke and chill. I heard through the grapevine that matt wanted to... hhmmm how to put this.... well i guess, hook it up with me. Which is all good, im totally down cuz we always flirting when we chill. But this is my dilemma. He's not looking for anything serious, and me not so much either. So after hearing this i was all down. Whatever happened, happened. But then i got to thinking last nite that it would be REALLY fucked up if we did hook up and then have him act all weird and then making it weird for me to chill with them and danna. i know myself, that i wouldnt make it weird and would move on. But he seems like he would make it weird. I feel like it would jeopardize my chill time with danna. Danna doesnt really give a fuck. she wants us to hook up, but then again ive seen this happen before and it always turns out bad.
But then.... WHAT IF me n matt really are feelin each, and does work out!!!?? ... i wont even know if nothing ever happens and just leaves things the way they are. And also, p.s., i think i might really, really like matt. This is dilemma dos:
So he has publicly, and openly, hitted on me in front of D and shane. And last nite, he was all, "shit why dont you all [me n danna] move over and share the couch." i got so nervous that i didnt say anything and not even move. I always get weird when i know someone likes me and i like them back. I get all shy and nervous. He has, more than once, given me chances to out myself out there. Cuz he has put himself out on the line more than me. So my next question is, how do i pursue this without being TOO obvious??? eerrrr if i should pursue this. But it seems like i already got my mind made up, lol. But just wanted to hear some different perspectives.