Drunk on life.
4 days ago I obtained and started taking my mood stabilizer again.
Topamax 50mg at bedtime.
Today I am MANIC.
Yes, all caps are necessary. This is a level 5 mania.
Irritability without reason.
Or perhaps just the slightest change in my plans, including but not limited to having to speak more words than I intended to.
Bitchiness without reason.
Or perhaps as a result of the irritability.
Giddiness with little reason.
Over fondness.
Hyperactivity.
Passionate pursuit of interests...
High distract-ability.
In fact...as I think of other words to describe myself currently...
Just think of a drunk person, and then remove the clumsiness and slurring.
Argh.
I get irritated with myself for being in this mood.
Very much so.
ETA:
I mean... the least I could do is be actually intoxicated, right?
Topamax 50mg at bedtime.
Today I am MANIC.
Yes, all caps are necessary. This is a level 5 mania.
Irritability without reason.
Or perhaps just the slightest change in my plans, including but not limited to having to speak more words than I intended to.
Bitchiness without reason.
Or perhaps as a result of the irritability.
Giddiness with little reason.
Over fondness.
Hyperactivity.
Passionate pursuit of interests...
High distract-ability.
In fact...as I think of other words to describe myself currently...
Just think of a drunk person, and then remove the clumsiness and slurring.
Argh.
I get irritated with myself for being in this mood.
Very much so.
ETA:
I mean... the least I could do is be actually intoxicated, right?