Aug 22, 2005 14:44
I ask myself why do you put up with the shit that you do? Then i think about it not really looking for an answer for there isent one..I put my trust in someone that i thought liked me for me and wanted to be with me...Only to have it turn around and bite me in the ass. That will teach me but what will i do now is uncertin for what has happend has shown me something..Im not worth it any more the only thing i have really going for me is the fact that im alive and thats not saying much at all just alittle bit of shit that is just fucked up......i dont expect anyone to really say much on this seeing as there are always those who say im on a pitty trip but if i really wanted pitty i would have just slashed my wrists and called it a fucking day..and get it all over with..but im still fucking here so that has to say something..or it could only mean nothing..