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I can't find my damn phone. I lost it in Atlanta. Whiiiiich is like a bigger city than St. Louis... Its gonna be a while until it pops up.
So until then,
invincible.
I've made progress. I've been socializing with everyone and I feel like my brother. Its really a paradox, being friendly with everyone you encounter but never really trusting any of them. Last night, were at this underground club talking to these three graduate students in graphic design. And one of these girls is really opening up to me. Yea like, i'm drunk and really listening to this girl tell me about her experiences in the real world with just a bachelors degree in advertising and how she misses her childhood in miami. Well like 45-minutes into the conversation, after i'd already mentioned us coming up from auburn for John's 21st birthday, shes like, "You guys should go check out bulldogs! Its has more of a college-type atmosphere.. You guys would probably like that more and plus they've got much better music." I guess it's possible that she noticed i was with 3 other guys and misunderstood my sexual orientation. Maybe there were some biases associated with this underground club we were at, i mean I just dunno. But ummm Bulldogs is like the biggest gay bar in atlanta. I found this out later when a car full of laughing college kids pulled up to us at a red light and told us to go to bulldogs. I turn around and clints reaction is like, ya fuck that. Even if she thought i was gay though, it feels pretty cheap to be friendly with someone and get that kind of response. Whatever, doesn't phase me, just kinda pissed me off.
So until then,
invincible.
I've made progress. I've been socializing with everyone and I feel like my brother. Its really a paradox, being friendly with everyone you encounter but never really trusting any of them. Last night, were at this underground club talking to these three graduate students in graphic design. And one of these girls is really opening up to me. Yea like, i'm drunk and really listening to this girl tell me about her experiences in the real world with just a bachelors degree in advertising and how she misses her childhood in miami. Well like 45-minutes into the conversation, after i'd already mentioned us coming up from auburn for John's 21st birthday, shes like, "You guys should go check out bulldogs! Its has more of a college-type atmosphere.. You guys would probably like that more and plus they've got much better music." I guess it's possible that she noticed i was with 3 other guys and misunderstood my sexual orientation. Maybe there were some biases associated with this underground club we were at, i mean I just dunno. But ummm Bulldogs is like the biggest gay bar in atlanta. I found this out later when a car full of laughing college kids pulled up to us at a red light and told us to go to bulldogs. I turn around and clints reaction is like, ya fuck that. Even if she thought i was gay though, it feels pretty cheap to be friendly with someone and get that kind of response. Whatever, doesn't phase me, just kinda pissed me off.