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school was gay.. got a lot of study sheets n shit
dance was stupid...were learning r recital thing and i dont like the song andi dont like the dance so far.
pooper made me go with him to like 3 stores to find boots that im gonna like wear once today? that was gay
i hate how this year ive been so emotional... its so weird... this is so pethedic!! i was watching sum gay shit of the discovery channel...it was about like babies being born and i like teared up! i would have never done that like a year ago!
it seems like i cant stay happy for very long anymore. i hold grudges way to long too.
for some reason i keep doubting people...like what there saying is bullshit... i mean its probably not...but sumntimes i think it is..like there just pretending... i dont kno if u guys got that.. but ya
im sick of being shy and quiet n sum classes where i dont know very many people.. i hate how i act different around different people..theres very few people that i can just be my self around!
really..i jsut hate high school.. i hate how things are turning out..i want to go back to the way things were in middle school. not all things i guess... but i still miss it.
i guess i cant really explain all the other things im thinking... so im just gonna go to bed..and try to stop thinking or worrying w.e.
iloveyou.
dance was stupid...were learning r recital thing and i dont like the song andi dont like the dance so far.
pooper made me go with him to like 3 stores to find boots that im gonna like wear once today? that was gay
i hate how this year ive been so emotional... its so weird... this is so pethedic!! i was watching sum gay shit of the discovery channel...it was about like babies being born and i like teared up! i would have never done that like a year ago!
it seems like i cant stay happy for very long anymore. i hold grudges way to long too.
for some reason i keep doubting people...like what there saying is bullshit... i mean its probably not...but sumntimes i think it is..like there just pretending... i dont kno if u guys got that.. but ya
im sick of being shy and quiet n sum classes where i dont know very many people.. i hate how i act different around different people..theres very few people that i can just be my self around!
really..i jsut hate high school.. i hate how things are turning out..i want to go back to the way things were in middle school. not all things i guess... but i still miss it.
i guess i cant really explain all the other things im thinking... so im just gonna go to bed..and try to stop thinking or worrying w.e.
iloveyou.