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Wow okay this is the first time I've ever wrote in this...and I prolly won't write in it all that often. But I just went out to eat with Rachel. We used to be best friends. But we haven't done anything in a long time and we both really needed to talk about some things. We talked about Greg and his I don't even know what to call her!!! What a bitch!!! Anyways today WOULD HAVE BEEN 7 MONTHS!!! Kinda sucks...A LOT!!! People just don't understand...that kid and I have been through soo much together. It's really hard because I'm guessing it's over for good. Everyone, even he tells me it's for the best. But at this point in time it's hard to see it. But I did enjoy hanging out with my girls last night! Lot's of fun!!! Chelsea and I gave my dog a bath today...what a trip!!! Wow...we'll leave that one to the professionals next time;)
We watched Saw...not sure if I liked it or not...Kinda weird. And I still have a huge mess to clean up...save it for another day. Anyways back to what I was talking about before. I'm really confused about this whole situation. I really don't think he cares about everything we had together. And it's really bothering me...but nothing I can do about it. I'm just glad that my friends are always here for me...I love them!!! I just hope we can still be friends...and hopefully things aren't TOO weird. Well I'm outta stuff to say FOR NOW...plus I need to find out what's going on tonight. Oh! Happy 15th Birthday to Sarah and Jones!!!
<3 Lauren
We watched Saw...not sure if I liked it or not...Kinda weird. And I still have a huge mess to clean up...save it for another day. Anyways back to what I was talking about before. I'm really confused about this whole situation. I really don't think he cares about everything we had together. And it's really bothering me...but nothing I can do about it. I'm just glad that my friends are always here for me...I love them!!! I just hope we can still be friends...and hopefully things aren't TOO weird. Well I'm outta stuff to say FOR NOW...plus I need to find out what's going on tonight. Oh! Happy 15th Birthday to Sarah and Jones!!!
<3 Lauren