This is an old post I found...
I feel like I have given up on a lot of things in my life this year.
Ugh. I can't be vague here; my heart is oozing blood.
(Let me start over)
I feel I have given up on a lot of people in my life this year.
It feels a bit more like a sacrifice.
But why do I feel this way?
What did I sacrifice?
Why did I sacrifice it?
I sacrificed important friendships, and for what reason?
I'm only 24 and don't know everything.
All I think I know is this...
In every and any friendship/relationship it takes the patience and strength of both parties to maintain a balance...maybe even a mutual dependence...a togetherness.
If I hurt anyone in the process I know I have always owned up to it and apologized, but I feel I didn't get that in return. Was I wrong?
I got into a lot of fights this year. I got into a lot of fights last year too It continued into last week. I am living in confusion about many things. I don't want to depend on anyone sometimes. Is this an issue.
Mybe the people I've given up on really just gave up on me.
Who knows?
Ugh. I can't be vague here; my heart is oozing blood.
(Let me start over)
I feel I have given up on a lot of people in my life this year.
It feels a bit more like a sacrifice.
But why do I feel this way?
What did I sacrifice?
Why did I sacrifice it?
I sacrificed important friendships, and for what reason?
I'm only 24 and don't know everything.
All I think I know is this...
In every and any friendship/relationship it takes the patience and strength of both parties to maintain a balance...maybe even a mutual dependence...a togetherness.
If I hurt anyone in the process I know I have always owned up to it and apologized, but I feel I didn't get that in return. Was I wrong?
I got into a lot of fights this year. I got into a lot of fights last year too It continued into last week. I am living in confusion about many things. I don't want to depend on anyone sometimes. Is this an issue.
Mybe the people I've given up on really just gave up on me.
Who knows?