dammit.
I feel really bad about something, and what makes me feel worse is that I don't know how I want to resolve it.
You guys know I have a girlfriend, Cat. That's great, I'm happy about it, no big deal.
However I haven't seen her in three weeks, and the worst part is... I don't really mind that much.
Actually that's not the worst part at all. The worst part is the REASON for not minding.
The reason is Tracy. Or Wang Hua as her actual name is.
I guess this all started last Thursday. Me and Tracy have been friends for a while, she works with me, in the same restaurant, and we get on fantastically, we always have. However I thought that was it. But then, while waiting for my dinner to cook on Thursday, I get a call from her, asking if I want to go over to hers for hanging out and stuff. She asked me not to tell the others at work about it, she just wanted to hang out with just me for once. I said sure, and promised I'd call her the next day. So I did, and we hung out on Friday night. I met her at half 6 and was with her til 12.
Now this may seem inconsequential to you, but I get the feeling she really likes me. She asked me if I'd like to go to Glasgow with her, and then she asked something which I think certified her feelings for me.
"Would you ever consider having a chinese girlfriend?" she says (in case you didn't work it out from her real name, she is chinese)
Oh my. So now I'm pretty sure she likes me. And I think I like her too, but I don't want to hurt Cat...
fuck. If I was single, I wouldn't hesitate to be with Tracy. She makes me feel really really happy.
What to do?
You guys know I have a girlfriend, Cat. That's great, I'm happy about it, no big deal.
However I haven't seen her in three weeks, and the worst part is... I don't really mind that much.
Actually that's not the worst part at all. The worst part is the REASON for not minding.
The reason is Tracy. Or Wang Hua as her actual name is.
I guess this all started last Thursday. Me and Tracy have been friends for a while, she works with me, in the same restaurant, and we get on fantastically, we always have. However I thought that was it. But then, while waiting for my dinner to cook on Thursday, I get a call from her, asking if I want to go over to hers for hanging out and stuff. She asked me not to tell the others at work about it, she just wanted to hang out with just me for once. I said sure, and promised I'd call her the next day. So I did, and we hung out on Friday night. I met her at half 6 and was with her til 12.
Now this may seem inconsequential to you, but I get the feeling she really likes me. She asked me if I'd like to go to Glasgow with her, and then she asked something which I think certified her feelings for me.
"Would you ever consider having a chinese girlfriend?" she says (in case you didn't work it out from her real name, she is chinese)
Oh my. So now I'm pretty sure she likes me. And I think I like her too, but I don't want to hurt Cat...
fuck. If I was single, I wouldn't hesitate to be with Tracy. She makes me feel really really happy.
What to do?