May 26, 2005 01:42
In case you were wondering: My opinions aren't special nor important
I mean..for christ's sake..I'm an asshole..why would you trust me with a difficult situation.
I mean I had ONE rule..just one...and I went and broke it..I can't even manage my own life/career/relationships.
Take the person you distrust most, like the person that has the worst advice ever..and please..align me with them because I can't even control my own life.
Lets take a look at my recent track record:
1: I dropped out of high school
2: I am, and have been unemployed for an extended period of time
3: I haven't had a productive relationship in the past year. Almost year and a half.
4: A lot of the people I was friends with, I either messed up, or want me to disappear.
This summer I want to drink, get blitzed, and hopefully...after I've awoken from my immature nap, go on in SOME direction towards happiness..cuz every road ive driven down so far is detoured.
I don't care if this post is emo..shit Im never emo so I'm allowed it
Why do you think I can write an entire book about women? Because I've failed with all of them enough to learn about them..lol..I mean..lets look at it realistically for everyone that asks me for love/relationship advice (and suprisingly there's a lot): I don't have a girlfriend..a plethora of girls who are interested in me..haha I know NOTHING that would honestly help any of you. And this isn't aimed at anyone in particular so please don't read too far into it. I promise.
I'm fucking losing it..someone dig me a whole to crawl into